Emily Elizabeth

joy

2011-10-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

has it always been like this? to wake up having this peculiar emotion that make you stop and start to think about everything. i have never received this treatment before and even if i had, it is different now.

the past was supposed to help me pull through all these obstacles; well i doubt so. i have no clue what is running through my mind, because all that i am feeling is this empty sorrow which led me to tears. i can't go on deceiving to myself as well as people. i can't go on pretending someone i am not. i want me, the old me, who know nuts about what the outside world has got for me.

you've gained my upmost trust, but i kept telling myself to lower it down. you've showed me how much you'll go just for me, but i kept telling myself that these are play pretend. you've told me that you would never leave me alone, but i told myself that this won't last.

and i thought i was certain of my feelings towards you, until i realized that i cant bring myself to your standard. well i've tried and you have tried as well. i cant give the gurantee i'll love you because love is meaningless now. there's no such thing as love. its ridiculous that people nowadays understand what is love;period.

2011-08-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hello people! Its been so long since I update this blog of mine! I'm gonna be uploading a new web real soon! Do support me okay! xoxo

Once a year

2011-04-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

As usual, I'm very thick - skinned and its not as though I'll really get all of these, but whoever is willing to buy for me, hehehehehehe! mwah mwah mwah!

2011-03-31T08:29:00.000-07:00

It is only, but the fourth month of 2011 and so many things has already happened. I feel like shit, no matter how many people you tell your problems too, no one will be able to feel what you are feeling except for yourself.

Sara Bareilles - My Love

2011-03-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

He bends his breath around my name
And I am humbled I feel small and plain.
But his arms are angels by his side.
You need not ask if they're open, just how wide.

His lips are day, and his skin is night.
Oooh, and with our love we conjure up the twilight.
His fingers are music to my soul.
And I feel his song play everywhere I go.

CHORUS
My love, my love is on his way
Can't wait to see the day I thankfully lay me down
My love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently, but if you see me now
My love, please hurry

He loves with rhythm, and paints with flame
He comes in pieces with no name
I won't need answers I'll just know
Cause I've read the sonnets about his soul

He can be ordinary in the best ways
And still dance like a poet through every word he says.

CHORUS
My love, my love is on his way
Can't wait to see the day I thankfully lay me down
My love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently, but if you see me now
My love, please hurry

All that I never knew can you see me now
All that I never said, can you see me now

He makes me crazy, he makes me cruel.
Oh, but I pray he makes me anything but a fool

Oooh, my love...

2011-02-27T10:01:00.000-08:00

I need to get back on track with my life. I need the drive, inspiration. I can't go on like this forever. This is shit, this is not the life that i want to live.

stay

2011-02-26T09:28:00.001-08:00

Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight

I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay

While I try to live without you
Tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
http://www.elyricsworld.com/stay_lyrics_miley_cyrus.html
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay

I will stay
Always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay
Please always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay

it doesn't break even

2011-02-14T23:37:00.000-08:00

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
Were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

2011-02-02T20:46:00.000-08:00

I believe that someday somehow we will all change into a better person.

Because

2011-01-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

What happens when the past comes back?

What happens when this heart decided to close and wait for the past?

What happens when you cant move on?

2010-12-29T04:14:00.000-08:00

If this feeling is true than please let it last forever

If this feeling is true than I don't want to let him go

If this feeling is true than allow me to leave some space for him

If this feeling is true than let me forget the other past

2010-12-17T06:31:00.001-08:00

I've made this account, subscribe people!

Just click this link (;

http://www.yomodel.com/emily

sunshine

2010-12-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

He must be able to cheer me up when I'm sad
He must know what I like and dislike
He must not be afraid to show that he love me infront of his friends
He shall cook for me when I'm hungry
He'll lower down his ego when he's with me
He must be neat and presentable infront of my parents

I'll love him very much the same way if he doea the same to me

I want him to rub his palm against my hair
I want him to surprise me and give a hug from the back
I want his to whisper I love You and make me blush
I want him to hold my hand and said he'll not leave me
I want him to promise me that things will get better whenever I'm down
I want him to pamper me
I want him to be there for me whenever I need him

I'd very much want to be with someone who's matured enough to take care of me.

2010-12-08T09:41:00.001-08:00

A girl doesn’t need to tell you straight up how she feels,
it’s written all over her eyes. If you can see how she feels without her telling
you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

2010-12-06T10:37:00.000-08:00

Idk what I've gotten myself into. I don't understand anything about you, them, him and us.
Where do we go after all these ends?

Nothing can explain this mixed emotion I'm going through now
It sucks especially when you know that you can never have them back, anymore

Maybe I'm losing

2010-12-05T01:56:00.000-08:00

My all time favourite

One of the reasons why I am still single is

2010-12-05T01:54:00.000-08:00

2010-12-03T09:56:00.000-08:00

I'm not happy with my life right now. No really, I am really not happy. I don't usually get the meaning of fuck my life, but now I do. However I won't fuck my life over this its not worth it. Let just say I suck.

I fucking need a job because firstly, my wardrobe is dusty I need new tops, pants, footwear(!) and so on. I need a job because I don't want to be doing nothing for 4months and I need a job because I used moms' 100bucks and when she get back home she'll bloody scream at me and I know I have to get the cash out by that period of time.

and then, I've been fucking restless it sucks because I don't have a park. I bloody want to jog somewhere but bugis seemed so parkless and the last time I remembered jogging was last month and people stared at me. Yes people I'm getting fatter day by day and this really is disturbing. Weight and physical appearance are very important to me. And I don't think I'll be happy being fat even if Bruno Mars catch a grenade for me. Okay I shall shut myself up.

But then again, I am really not happy with my life until I get a bloody job which I am keened to work with. I'm fussy, but so? I don't want to be working and then pull a long face and complain how sucky my workplace is. I swear this is killing me.its affecting my bodyclock. I can't sleep eventhough I'm so tired.

I'm so mad right now I can order a bloody mcspicy fillet o fish and whatever MacDonald has in store for an angry girl like me. Speaking of which I want mc spicy. I'm so hungry but I get angry at myself after eating and then I'll get moody. Omg, I should really stop ranting how suckish my life is right now.

On a brighter note, well actually. There isn't any. Sigh. Okay I feel slightly better now. Goodnight people.

2010-11-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

I miss having a family.

2010-11-28T10:54:00.000-08:00

I'm willing to wait, but can you?

Graduation 10'

2010-11-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

Photographed: Mash and Emily

2010-11-17T04:48:00.000-08:00

I wasn’t looking for something that won’t last for a lifetime. I suppose love happens once. I don’t rush for it because it’s not significant now. I can survive without them. However, as much as I am enjoying my singlehood now, people just misunderstood me for having an alteration of preference in my liking.

Pretty girls are attractive and I like them. Just like any of you, we all do adore looking at girls who are prettier than us and wished we could have a body like them and etc. Not the extend of loving them.

This Friday is my Prom night and I am still not ready with the shopping necessities. I’ve not yet buy my makeup, dress and many more. But I’ll make sure I’ll get it by tomorrow. I am pretty excited, okay major excited for the prom as afterwards I’ll be spending my night with the girls in a hotel room. Okay, before I get excessively excited and type trivial things I’ll wish you devoted readers a very lovely night and also enjoy your week!

http://www.formspring.me/prettyquestions

I've re-activated my formspring for you peopel to ask me questions.

Release Me

2010-11-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

Wish you knew I'm not the one for you
You're not the one for me, and I can't stand it
After all I put you through, you're still just stuck like glue
Why don't you run from me, 'cause I can't leave you
Before I break your heart release me

Oh, mine is such a sorry state, I gave my heart away
When I could love with grit and gut and reckless unrestraint
Those were the days

I wish you knew I'm not the one for you
You're not the one for me, and I can't stand it
After all I put you through, you're still just stuck like glue
Why don't you run from me, 'cause I can't leave you
Before I break your heart, release me

Oh you're a boy that I could love, and all I do is run
But still I keep you hoping someday soon our day will come
And it never does

I wish you knew I'm not the one for you
I'm just a sad excuse for what you long for
And after all I do, you're still just stuck like glue
Why don't you run from me, 'cause I can't leave you
Before I break your heart release me

Nothing ever changes, people never change
So passion turns to sheer complusion, then love turn to hate

I wish you knew I'm not the one for you
You're not the one for me, and I can't stand you
After all you put me through, I'm still just stuck like glue
Why don't you run from me, 'Cause I can't leave you
Before I break your heart, before it breaks my heart
Before you break my heart
Release me

current favourite song. listen to them!

2010-11-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

I bet those who took their O'levels are so happy right now. I'm on cloud nine and I had fun with the girls after our last paper(MCQ science).

To my girls; I want you to know that you girls are the best and no matter how cliche' this may sounds like, I love you girls very much I'm blessed to have you all. We'll have lots of fun during graduation especially in the hotel room! I is so excited the very.

Earlier on, before heading to school for my last paper, I sent my mom off to the airport as she was leaving for Haji. This was the first time i shed tears because usually I would be fine with her leaving the country, but I'm just accustomed to see her in the kitchen opening the door for me whenever I'm back home and shouting my name from level one to eat dinner with her. I'll miss her.

I know we may have our disagreements and we always screamed vulgarities to each other, however despite all of that there's no one whom is able to replace you. Bon voyage and have a safe journey back and forth.

I love you Ibu ♥

black butterfly

2010-11-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

Basically I am left with only 3 more papers and I can start the burning of papers after that. I mean, hello I am so excited to end this agony of education. nyehehehe. And as usual whenever I get excited, I'll post something extra, which is this Youtube clip.

Watch her other cover songs. She is so pretty to add on, she can sing well.

I shall go off and do my art now because I lose the momentum to do so.

2010-10-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

The thing is, I don't know what to do. I swear and I'm so crushed that I wished it didn't happened. I'm not ready and I never will be ready. I'm sorry.

2010-10-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

I don't want this, but I give up

2010-10-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'm sad, so sad that I don't wish to do anything. Fuck the fact that tmrw is the first day of O's. Fuck the fact that you're already over him. Fuck the fact that you are behaving like a kid when you're old enough to be an auntie. Fuck the fact tyou are always making me having options. Fuck the fact that I don't give a damn bloody care about anything. Fuck it. Get it? Fuck off! _|_

2010-10-12T06:15:00.001-07:00

I was so certain that I could depend on you. So I put down my guards and acknowledged you for who you are. I pushed aside the love I had 5 years ago. Yet all I get in return was silence. Although the feelings are factual within a short period of time, I know I’ve lost you. However, I can’t help but to develop a miserable feeling inside me. I couldn’t help myself but to tear when I learned about you. She’s gorgeous and if I were you I’d have done the same thing.

Maybe it’s me, I don’t deserve you.

2010-10-05T10:18:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't be bothered
I shouldn't be troubled

But I'm trying

I've got a new job
And a new appointment in life

I am so happy

Almost close to crying
How to make this work

First to everything
Having options is hard

No I don't want this
But I'm blessed to have the girls

<3 Emily

2010-09-28T10:12:00.000-07:00

Selfish and heartless
Denial and betrayal

Maybe it's me all along
Maybe I should learn to let it go
Maybe I try to hard

Afterall
Its nothing, really
Waking up at a different environment each time
Facing people whom is not at my best interest

Closing up for lies
Over friendships, families

It gets really pretty when you're me
Things that happened in a blink of an eye

Truth or lie
It doesn't matter to me
What's the point
Its over

Hard as it seems
Its going to be okay

2010-09-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

If anyone wants to know where to find me
I'll be right here in the warmth of your arms
'Cause you you're the one I can trust in
You've never done me harm

I'm putting all my troubles behind me
I don't feel the same when I'm away from your smile
'Cause you you're the one that can calm me down
Whenever I get wild

Fooling myself about how to exist
All by myself there was much I had missed
You came and showed me what happiness is

Fooling myself about how to exist
All by myself there was much I had missed
You came and showed me what happiness is

If anyone wants to know where my heart is
Tell everyone that's it's wrapped around yours
'Cause you you're the one I can turn to
You opened up the door

Emotions playing through your fingers

2010-09-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

I know I'll have to face this at the end of the day

However, I cant bring myself to

I shared your agony

I cheered you up

But I'm sorry

This is not the time yet

I don't have a heart and I am useless

I am immature

Thank you, if that makes you feel better

2010-09-01T08:15:00.001-07:00

It has been a few years now.
I've been too dependent on you.
Littlest thing, yet.

You've seen me at my worst
You've seen me at times when all I needed was silence
You know when to excuse yourself

I'm comfortable with you

But I am still questioning myself
No I'm not ready to answer
But all I know, I've never regretted being your friend.

alley

2010-08-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

I can do this Ican do this. so for now, I shall leave beautifulwrittenstories here alone. I might close down this blog and open a new one, but hmm. dilemma dilemma. let's see. 18:11 now, I shall go get ready.

For now, happy consoling your tummy

black hearts

2010-08-27T11:11:00.000-07:00

Just need to pull a trigger to get it started all over.
I believe we all are different, and I am no exception.
So why bother judging when you know that you're not even
close to perfect?

2010-08-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

Everyone said its okay to hold on to something if we are certain of it. Yet no one told me what would happened if the other end cut itself away from you. Maybe life is too simple for us till, we had to create a mess in it. I've learnt a lot, how different people varies from one another.

We were often told to be optimistic, to smile no matter what happen because there're reason to everything. However, won't there be a point of time where demons killed all the angels? Won't greed over poverty and love took is over? Won't there be a time where all you ever want to do is to curl yourself somewhere in the blanket?

Because when I was a small girl, I used to cover myself with blanket and began crawling and crawling till I find a hole, a light which I believed to be another world where there are white bunnies with baby carrots growing and vanilla waterfalls and santa's candies just like willy wonka's chocolate factory. I would shut my eyes and let myself fall and when I opened my eye, I'll find my dad holding on to me with a candy in his hand.

As we grow up, we want to be the best. We want to change for the better but people mistook our change, for something. A motive. And sometimes it doesn't pay being nice because people judge.

Have we ever put a stop to everything and listen to the world? That He is crying because war, tears and suffering are happening in his stomach? Why can't we just be happy? Why add up to it when life itself is already beautiful with red roses, cauliflowers and tall trees and the sweet aroma of honey from mr.bee.

It just had to, end this way. ):

Bulan Ramadhan ♥

2010-08-10T06:48:00.000-07:00

To forget, we have to be sincere and truthful to ourselves. That, was my mistake I admit. However, I can't bring myself to tell you how guilty I felt. I am not giving you silent treatments, but give me time to swallow everything and I'll explain everything to you. As for now, don't put your hopes high.

I've come to learn that, I'm contented enough to have him by my side each time I need him. Not you.

I'm so used to set my own timing, my own schedule for the week and I'm used to board the train by myself and walk home with music accompanying me, not to forget my bubble tea. When the time is right, I'll open up. However, not now, not any sooner. But it will, just not now.

Since tomorrow is Wednesday, not any normal Wednesday but the starting day of fasting. To all of my muslim friends, "Happy Fasting and may we all do good deeds to clear off out sins"

xx

How long do you intend to stay single? Hmm....

2010-08-09T22:26:00.005-07:00

Shaf you got boyfriend?

2010-08-09T22:26:00.003-07:00

HALP HALP!

2010-08-09T22:26:00.001-07:00

nomnomnomnomnomnomnonmonomnomnomnom. aii lurbexxz yoos!

2010-08-09T03:35:00.001-07:00

Mash/aff HAHAHAHAA! Ilyt!

depending on your question

shakalaka (:

2010-08-09T03:29:00.001-07:00

-.-"

depending on your question

You're a nice lady. And prity too.

2010-08-07T22:33:00.005-07:00

Thank euzxzx. HAHAAHAH.

depending on your question

Are you lesbian?

2010-08-07T22:33:00.003-07:00

Nomnom.

depending on your question

You want fame don't you?

2010-08-07T22:33:00.001-07:00

Fame for?

depending on your question

Pls get urself a bf shaf. Aku bingit.

2010-08-07T22:32:00.003-07:00

HAHAAHAHAH!

depending on your question

What would you do if you were caught red-handed in a crime?

2010-08-07T22:32:00.001-07:00

Hahahha I go dance wakawaka.

depending on your question

2010-08-07T12:04:00.000-07:00

If you hadn't make that choice, we would be together now.
If you hadn't assumed unnecessary stuff, things wouldn't turned out like this.
If you had put in a bit more effort to show me your love,
I wouldn't had been rude to you.

I remisniced the past wondering if things would ever gets better
I was wrong,
Now, people have been manipulated by your lies
They chose to believe in your story

Well life was never complicated
However, we humans chose to turn it otherwise.

muke kaw pecah siak...

2010-08-06T05:24:00.001-07:00

tkdelah, muka i tak pecah, i tk diperbuat dari kaca tau you,

depending on your question

aha,kental nya budak bawah maseh nak hate hate budak secondary school. confirm budak sec four and below.

2010-08-03T22:45:00.001-07:00

ha ha ha. i have no idea.

depending on your question

I hate you and your clans in sch.. step cool! Pikir semua suke pe dengan kau mentang2 kau model!!! Hisappppppppp! HAHAAHAHA!!!!

2010-08-03T05:23:00.001-07:00

He he he malu I you cakap I model. Tk pelah you tk suka I, tentu ada ramai lagi yang suka I kan. Ape sajaja awak ni. He he he.

depending on your question

Is your life perfect to you?

2010-08-02T08:07:00.001-07:00

Hmm its impossible if I say that my life is perfect because nothing is perfect. However, I'm contented with what life has got for me.

depending on your question

i love you in white dress ;)

2010-08-01T20:00:00.003-07:00

he he he he. have you seen me in one?

depending on your question

girl, i miss looking forward and excited to look at your new photoshoot photos!!!! go for a new shoot asap babe! NEW IDEASS!! PLSSSS! <:

2010-08-01T20:00:00.001-07:00

aww~ me too babe! I MISS doing shoots and all!! :( soon alright! <3

depending on your question

what did you do to get slim?

2010-07-30T08:17:00.001-07:00

Uhm mine's nt healthy bt try to eat as much as possible in the morning for energy than moderate for lunch and milk/orange at night. So next day can poo poo. Heheh

depending on your question

hi emily, i think u r sweet lookin'

2010-07-30T08:16:00.001-07:00

Thank you (:

depending on your question

come on, everyone not perfect u also not perfect. jangan nak step.. naen kali k??

2010-07-30T08:15:00.001-07:00

Ok so next time I can step lor. Now must be humble.

depending on your question

KAU FIKIR KAU LAWA SANGAT????!!

2010-07-30T08:14:00.001-07:00

Kinthaaaaaa.

depending on your question

Acne

2010-07-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

Acne is an inflammation of the pores, so it makes sense that anywhere on the body where there are a lot of pores, there's a chance of developing pimples. Body acne can vary in severity from small, mild breakouts, to large, painful lesions.

Sweat can also irritate body acne. To minimize irritation, shower as soon as possible after exercising. Do not scrub the skin, even with a loofah or body puff. Remember, you want to avoid friction. A thorough, but gentle cleansing -- preferably with a salicylic acid wash -- is better than a vigorous scrubbing.

Likely to have acne;

Backpacks: if the wearer's back sweats while carrying one.
Genetics: if your parents or other family members suffer from body acne, you may too.
Nutrition: Poor nutrition may contribute to all forms of acne.
Hormones: especially in women, who can develop acne as a result of elevated levels of male hormones, or androgens, which control the body's production of sebum.

Getting rid of acne;

Wear natural fibers, or fabrics specifically engineered to wick moisture away from the skin. This is especially important if you're working out.
Stop carrying a backpack until the acne clears. Carry a bag with your hands instead.
Shower as soon as possible after perspiring
Wash the affected areas with a cleanser designed for acne prone skin.
After allowing the skin to dry, apply a product containing benzoyl peroxide to the affected areas. Remember that benzoyl peroxide will bleach fabric ' if you plan on getting dressed before it dries, wear white.
If you often suffer from dry skin, moisturize, using a non-comedongenic moisturizer. Excessively dry skin can lead to breakouts.
See your doctor about prescription treatment options, such as Isotretinoin (Accutane), oral and topical antibiotics, retinol and oral contraceptives.

Unfortunately, body acne is likely to leave scars

FUCK ACNE!

Heard you're in need of cash. Continue back your modelling lah! You get easy money. If you desperate of money contact me. I can offer you two times better. ;)

2010-07-30T05:15:00.005-07:00

hahaha. ok.

depending on your question

Last long with syafiq. He's a good person <3

2010-07-30T05:15:00.003-07:00

-________________-"!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAH!

depending on your question

Hey wannabe model. How is your studies coming along? Hopefully it is nt coming good. Heard that you stop. Tired of showing your ugly body to. The photographer?

2010-07-30T05:15:00.001-07:00

my studies are good, sorry if youre disappointed. and nope, ive not stop modelling just putting it aside because I think my body's too pretty for people like you to look at.

depending on your question

Muka kau macam cik pon sial.

2010-07-30T05:13:00.003-07:00

hahahaha, cik pon tu confirm lawa kan.

depending on your question

huh why did you change your blog font?

2010-07-30T05:13:00.001-07:00

because I want to?

depending on your question

1) Are you attached? 2) Or you break up already? 3) Who is that unlucky guy? 4) Must be you who broke the relationship. 5) cheers ;>

2010-07-27T07:49:00.001-07:00

no i am not attached and yes we broke up already. yes he must be very unlucky because he left me. hmmm, so what now? are you going to introduce me to any new guys? hmmm. *bubbles

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shaf you ada boyfren????? kenapa tak bilang seh..

2010-07-27T07:47:00.003-07:00

TAK ADA LAH! YA ALLAH I TAK ADA BF KE DATE KE APAPA!

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gt bf?

2010-07-27T07:47:00.001-07:00

no -.-

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2010-07-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

This was an old photo taken by Lufee early this year. I was fat back then, tell me about it. I just wanted to post something with a photo of the field and whilst browsing through my document, I saw a few shots, so decided to edit and upload it.

I had breakfast with the girls and ditched school. It was pretty obvious I wasn't prepared for school plus to add on, I gave up - period. Not only that, I had ketchup war and I loved the weather today only that it is too cold, which pretty much explains why I prefer sunny day to rainy.

Put that aside, it takes, two hands to clap for a relationship to work out. In these experience, I've learned that the we have to take things slow. We don't fall instantly and we have to respect the other party decision. I was pretty much taken aback by my actions in less than seven months. I feel like a loser, not a winner (hmm contradicting much.)

No this post does not make sense to you, but like I said, I am pretty much average only with a weird personality. Nahh, its okay if you don't get it. For now, I think what I need now is some nice acoustic cover songs and then study for my mock exams tomorrow.

halo heartbeat

2010-07-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Barney,

You were so purple and adorable. I couldn't resist from hugging you. All I wanted to do was to be by your side playing wit your tummy. You were funny and you make me smile,- effortless. However, things have changed when you gotten yourself a new company.

You left me alone playing sandcastle, you didn't want to watch the sunset with me. There wasn't any magic trick from you and you don't bother calling me your baby.

What left me questioning myself are the promises you've had yet to fulfill.

I hope my texts made you realised how much I need you. Well, maybe not now. I'll wait.

xoxo purple bear

complacent

2010-07-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

& i thought what i did for you would changed your opinion towards me, but no.

baaaaaaaaaah.

2010-07-25T00:15:00.003-07:00

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what is your biggest fear? -msk

2010-07-25T00:15:00.001-07:00

who is this msk? uhm, to lose someone?

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Who is A at your twitter?

2010-07-23T08:18:00.001-07:00

someone, i won't reveal it to anyone.

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I am all curious to know who is that lucky guy! Cheer up babe! <3 Do not get upset over this.

2010-07-23T08:17:00.003-07:00

he is just an imaginary friend :) thanks babe

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who is your boyfriend!!!

2010-07-23T08:17:00.001-07:00

I have got no boyfriend!!!!! tskkk

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i will make u hapi... sori to make u upset.. i love u syg.

2010-07-23T08:16:00.003-07:00

-.-"

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baby i m sorry.

2010-07-23T08:16:00.001-07:00

who are you?

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Lately

2010-07-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

we have been falling in and out of love. however, have we ever questioned ourselves if that was really love. honestly, we are still too young for all of these, but nobody knows. nobody know how you are feeling except for yourself.

for now I'll just have my finger crossed and hope I'll receive a phone call from you by tonight. remember what you said in the early morning. remember how you asked me. because once I'm done and over, i will never take a single glance of you anymore.

Have a sweet weekend

Xx

do you hate anyone?

2010-07-23T07:42:00.001-07:00

uhmmm. ahahaha. hate no, but dislike yes

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what makes u think that u are different from other girls?

2010-07-23T06:39:00.001-07:00

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so Emily Elizabeth is just sort of a fancy name u picked up for urself huh.. so what kind of songs are u into emily? -msk

2010-07-22T20:13:00.001-07:00

Yeahh. Live acoustic performances.

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Shaff, since you're popular, why not make a movement? Like Say not to smoking/drugs or anti-racism campaign or what. No harm right? :)

2010-07-22T20:12:00.001-07:00

Hey I'm not popular. Really. Uhmmm I can encourage ppl nt to smoke but I cnt force. But for others maybe I'll consider them.

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hey, I am 20 years old and I fell in love with you. Right from the beginning when I saw your photo from my friend's phone. I stay near you, I always see you everyday.

2010-07-22T05:44:00.003-07:00

hmmm. okay (:

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u ade matair ke skrg?

2010-07-22T05:44:00.001-07:00

I ada, dengan mak i (:

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lol.. k forget msk.. so why the name Emily Elizabeth?

2010-07-22T05:30:00.001-07:00

idk? for the fun of it?

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Racial Harmony Day

2010-07-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

Yeah was wondering where I could find such a pretty lady up there. HAHAHAHAHAH! Fyqah, naizeeee or notzxzxz my photo with him. HAHAHAH! I wasn't able to take with Mr Nazri :(

This was yesterday, waiting for the rest of the photos from Xin Yi and Nayanan because there are class photos and weeeei! I love yesterday very much. On a lighter note, one more day to weekends!

I've been feeling kinda lazy to go to school lately. meowmeow. shall go continue my art.

why the name Emily Elizabeth? -msk

2010-07-21T20:13:00.001-07:00

Who/what is msk?

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you accept a girl?

2010-07-21T04:25:00.001-07:00

whatever makes you happy.

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why u don have any bf?

2010-07-21T04:16:00.001-07:00

because it's so hard to get a decent yet a long lasting one.

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if you were given a choice to date and in a relationship. which will you choose? just curiousss..

2010-07-21T04:15:00.001-07:00

honestly, i would choose none. i'll just contact him because dating is somewhat similar to being in a relationship. from my point of view that is. but yeah.

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are u still virgin?

2010-07-21T03:56:00.001-07:00

yes. stop asking me this.

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are you attached? why your blog very love.. who's that lucky guy??

2010-07-20T05:53:00.001-07:00

uhm no no! hahahah that is just my imaginary boyfriend. yknw. this is what happens when a girl runs out of love. HAHAHAHAH!

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I want to say that I am sorry. I did not mean what I said to you earlier on. I love you Nur Shafiqah. Meet me again okay.

2010-07-20T05:52:00.003-07:00

who are you?

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hey baby i love you <3

2010-07-20T05:52:00.001-07:00

hmmmm. okay (:

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hesitant

2010-07-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

to say that i care for you, yes. to say that i miss you, a lot. however to love you, ive not reached there yet. i wonder if this is working, well maybe not for you because i dont really sensed it from you, but for me. i dont want it to be a silly game.

maybe its just me, somewhere deep down there. there are still some doubts about you, something which i will never reveal it here. i wonder what is it, its too fast. and i dont want you to get upset. i am just not really ready.

we'll talk this out, because i want to. i need answers to my questions.

I is so bored la. Nk ask kau question, kt chemistry lab pon blh tanye. Eh ya, aku tk suke you touch2 me. Bye! Hint who is me (E-Lizard-Bird)

2010-07-20T05:23:00.005-07:00

-.-" but i like to tas euuuuuu. :(

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do you love me? ehehehee.

2010-07-20T05:23:00.003-07:00

yes very much meow meow <3

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When is your next fashion show?

2010-07-20T05:23:00.001-07:00

i am not sure, i have been busy with school. ):

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nomnom

2010-07-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

I've been in a good mood today. Which is good, because it has been a long time ever since I felt this happy and I dont want this to end so soon. So I am going to cherish every second. Meowmeow.

You know the feeling you want it so bad and you won't mind breaking the laws? Uh-hu, totally. Ikr I am feeling the same way. Very perangai. Hhahahaaha. Should continue with maths now.

For as long I trust you. Coco